Helpless When She Smiles

-Backstreet Boys-

"Helpless When She Smiles"


She keeps her secrets
In her eyes
She wraps the truth
Inside her lies
Just when I can't say
What she's done to me
She comes to me
And leads me back to paradise

She's so hard to hold
But I can't let go

I'm a house of cards
in a hurricane
A reckless ride
In the pouring rain
She cuts me and the pain
Is all I wanna feel
She'll dance away just like a child
She drives me crazy
Drives me wild
But I'm helpless when she smiles

She smiles

Maybe I'd fight if I could
It hurts so bad
But feels so good
She opens up just like
A rose to me
When she's close to me
Anything she'd ask me to
I would

It's out of control
But I can't let go

[Repeat Chorus]

When she looks at me
I get so weak

[Repeat Chorus]

Kasut's Birthday

Recently, PX celebrated her birthday at a place I have never celebrated birthday before. But before that, we had dinner (at 10pm) at The Apartment.

I have done many things in the toilet before. But having dinner, never =p


Very nice chicken

After having dinner, we adjourned to the room of screams. Where choirs of angels and the barking of hell hounds AND the wailing of whales converge into a symphony of devastation that is beyond human measurement.

Started with the birthday girl making her wish


Started of with some jiwang song with one of the choir's angel


Followed by some screaming by the ever devoted fans of Lee-inda Hom-chin!!!


Guys singing 'jiwang' songs


Very the back at the street boys


Ok, things getting out of hand...


Looking for that high note!


YEAH!


New song, my baby went nuts =p


Dunno what my baby doing...


Ahhhh! Shake it to the left!!!!

Finally, after throats have been ripped and glasses have been broken, its was time to leave. But not before having our last toast!

Me, drinking Ribena!!!


All girls shot


All boys shot (Hew left early) =p


Mixed shot

A humble beginning

Its been more than a month since I blogged. I actually told myself to blog more once my holidays started, but I guess I was too caught up with things... So, what has changed since then? I know people were scratching their heads when they saw my last post. Honestly, I didnt know what to write. I wanted to tell people, but I just didnt know how! So, I'm sure by now, EVERYONE knows =p

She just appeared one day and swept me off my feet. I know... I know that sounds like the rolls were switched, but that was what I felt. My life literally changed the day I met her... You know people used to say that from the ashes of death, the phoenix will reborn and fly again? I felt exactly like that! She was there at my lowest hours (I know it sounds corny and you feel like clicking that very tempting 'X' button on the top right corner , but bare with me =p )

Met her for the first time, I knew there was something about her...

She was there to open the 'door'...

Our first so called date


She makes me go bonkers!


So is her =p

Getting wet together? =p


I can never get enough of her, the more the better!!! =p

Ever since she appeared in my life, things have changed. Hearts have been opened. Feelings such as absolute trust and undivided attention came without hesitation... But not everything is rosy and nice.

Long and winding road...


It's ok, we got our comfy Crocs =p


Mine and hers

I guess that's the sign of a real relationship. So baby, this is for you. Thank you for being who you are. I will love you with all my heart and much much more...



*Updated: And now she checks for my mistakes too!!! =p